What If?


Last week I found myself in a very interesting conversation with someone. We met at a local Starbucks (because secretly I believe that Starbucks is my office) to have a chat about God, spiritual direction, passion, and purpose. The only thing that was missing was a conversation about shoes, clothes, and all things sparkly . . . but considering I was having a conversation with a guy, I decided against bringing up all the girly stuff lol. Nevertheless, coffee and Jesus are my jam. In that case, I was fully enjoying this life-giving and rich conversation.

I found myself being all engaged in this moment as we sat and conversed for hours about the goodness of God while being kept warm with our hot beverages. Something happened in the middle of our conversation that surprised the both of us. Something came out of my mouth that shocked me, and yet has had me praising God ever since.

In the conversation, I was asked to share my story of how I felt God’s calling on my life that led me to leaping out on faith to start building my organization and attending seminary full time. So, I shared very candidly and openly about the journey so far; while being intentional to not only highlight the warm, fuzzy stuff about stepping out on faith. As I caught my coffee partner up to where I’m currently am on this journey of faith, he sat back in his chair and pondered for a moment. After a brief moment of silence, and I got to steal a few sips of my warm, yummy goodness, he began to smile. It appeared he was moved by the story (glory to God right). Then it happened . . .

My coffee partner for the evening looked at me and asked, “So, what do you have planned if this doesn’t work out? If after it’s all said and done, you discover it all didn’t work, what are you prepared to do?” Before thinking, the following words gushed out of my mouth: “I never considered that it wouldn’t work. So, to answer your question . . . I don’t know. I don’t know because I never thought that it couldn’t work.”

His immediate response was “Whoa!!!” Then I hit him with a “Whoa!!!” And he shot back at me, “No . . . seriously WOW!!! What a response!” I looked at him at said, “No, seriously . . . I can’t believe that came out. I’m just as shocked, but it’s my honest response. I have that much FAITH that what God is calling me to will come to fruition.”

What if

This moment in our amazing conversation brought an awareness for me. For years, I used to be a “worry wart”. Stepping out on faith like this was huge for me! It is still huge for me!! I knew when I did it, I would have to fully trust and rely on God in the process. Too often, we think of our “what if’s” as negative. I just got tired of that way of thinking. So, with the grace and strength from God, I began to make my “what if’s” positive. “What if it does work?” “What if you will be provided with all that you need?” “What if they do say yes?”

What is something you have been “what if’ing about”? Have you considered that whatever your “what if” is could be the very thing that God wants you to trust by faith on. One thing I left my coffee partner with, and I leave to end this blog post is this:

When you take the leap of faith, you will either soar or God will provide you a soft place to land. You will never know until you take the leap.

I hypothetically entertained my coffee partner’s “what if” question, and explained this:

If this vision does indeed not work out, I can rest assured knowing that:

  • I gave it my all and fully trusted God with the process, resulting in a deeper level of faith and trust in Him
  • It didn’t kill me trying
  • It only means that God will redirect me to something greater.

 

This year, let’s rethink our “what if’s” in life. Let’s turn those things over to God, and allow Him to fully take the wheel to steer us in the direction He wants us to go. Let’s look to Him to give us the courage to conquer fear to take the leap of faith that will push us closer to our destiny.

~Hazel~

Though you are imperfect, you are loved by a perfect God.

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2 thoughts on “What If?

  1. inspiredbylove.me says:

    Dear Hazel, good for you for stepping out in faith! Thanks for sharing your journey via this blog. I’ve been inspired by the question “What would you do if you knew you could not fail?”, and have gotten back to writing and blogging as a result.
    Best wishes to you!
    – Anne

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